Wednesday, March 29, 2017

ditujukan untuk dia yang tidak membaca ini

apakah cukup berhenti disini
memang aku masih berpegang pada yang tak pasti
walaupun diriku tiap hari mati

langkah-langkah makin lesu
semua penuh dengan ambigu
semua penuh dengan tidak tahu

tidak pernah bermaksud mengganggu
tidak ingin membuatmu beku
semua usahaku, tak bisa membuka bisu itu

tulisan yang ditulis berdasar emosi
lama-lama juga akan basi, mati
paragraf-paragraf menjadi asing, hanya dianggap karya seni

tak bisakah disingkap tirai itu
untuk dengar dan lihat aku
mendobrak persepsi, merusak penghakiman

apakah matanya lebih benar dari mataku
kalau sudah tidak ada arti lebih baik pergi
dari pada membohongi diri

aku pengecut yang waktu itu pergi

benarkah saat itu kamu tidak benar pergi
atau semua adalah ilusi karena ada kembali
apakah cukup berhenti disini









baiklah jika itu maumu sekarang aku pergi

Monday, March 13, 2017

karena sekarang matahari tidak memberi janji
kemanakah aku harus melihat
yang ada hanyalah cahaya redup
atau bahkan mati

tiap terang memberi pelajaran
kegelapan memberi kebijakan
manusia, hidup bukan untuk mengajar
tapi untuk belajar

silahkan label aku
beri aku nama, identitas baru
namun aku tidak akan stagnan
ikuti kecepatanku

dari terjatuh yang pertama
aku merasakan sakit yang pertama
juga kesembuhan yang pertama
jalanku tidak linear





tidak ada jaminan adalah jaminan ku





mari aku tuntun

Sunday, March 12, 2017

SITS 2

Honne - All in the Value

Talk about highs and lows
What goes up comes down you know
And I've been in a better place
A year ago at your love's embrace

I never thought that I could deserve you
I must admit that I wasn't like you
But given all the time that i gave you
I can no longer wait for approval

I want you to really want me too
Cause it's all in the value
I need you to really need me too
Cause it's all in the value

I'm a great man and I know there's greater
I try sell myself but it doesn't matter
And you're a cool girl, they don't come cooler
Don't trade me in, not for something newer

I never thought that I'd have the nerve to
Tell you my world is crushed now without you

I want you to really want me too
Cause it's all in the value
I need you to really need me too
Cause it's all in the value

I can't wait to have you back to me
But you can't wait to see the back of me
What are you running from?
Why you running girl

I want you to really want me too
Cause it's all in the value
I need you to really need me too
Cause it's all in the value

I want you to really want me too
Cause it's all in the value
I need you to really need me too
Cause it's all in the value




Best with dancing freestyle under running water

SITS 1

X Ambassadors - Unsteady

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mama, come here
Approach, appear
Daddy, I'm alone
Cause this house don't feel like home

If you love me, don't let go
If you love me, don't let go

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Mother, I know
That you're tired of being alone
Dad, I know you're trying
To fight when you feel like flying

But if you love me don't let go
If you love me, don't let go

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady

Hold
Hold on
Hold on to me
Cause I'm a little unsteady
A little unsteady




best to sing this while holding your shower head as a microphone
or if you don't have one use a shampoo bottle or something
be creative dude