what if you have a box, a box that have been sitting there for a while, a box that inside there is something, some stuff, you are guessing what might be inside that box, you have a clue what may be inside that box, but you're not sure and you want to find outyou have the key, the perfect key that fits through the keyhole, but you wait, you don't know what you are waiting for, but you just wait, because you are too afraid to deal with what is inside the box, you are afraid that it might changed your way, your destiny, you are afraid to change
and so you just stay still, holding the key tight in your grip, and just stare at that box

let's say that the box is you, you are afraid to be open, you are afraid to reveal what is inside you, to tell the world what you have been hiding inside
the box seems strange , it seems different, it stands alone, with no company, with no partner, so are you, you feel out of place, you feel that this is not the right place to stand, you feel like an outsider, you can;t understand their language, you can;t understand their mind, you can't understand their feeling, you can't even translate their movements

you feel like you want to run, and find the right place for you, to find home, you feel like you want to scream, to call their names, to call you family, you want to go, escape, from this world you can't fit in
but you just can't, you have to stay, you can't move, you can't talk, you have no soul