it's not that i don't care
it's just, when something has been broken too far
you just stop looking for solution
you just stop giving a fuck
because it's easier not knowing
because it's easier not to care
you just start to shut down
stay in your safe haven
you look for a place to escape
but you can't run from yourself
every time you forced a smile
your heart gets more numb
and maybe after that
you forget how to feel
